[Be aware, there's swearing in this posting, eassily offended or fragile readers, please turn away. For everyone else, have at it.]
Oh you have to read THIS.
THIS is a very real and heartfelt gripe from a very good, very honest, and very, very talented photographer.
I don’t know her, never met her, and might never (HOT DAMN do I want to!). But we belong to the same group.
The group of photographers struggling to make ends meet by trying to do what we love. (“We” being used plural, not royal. We’re the janitor and CEO and everything in between in our One-Woman Businesses/One-Man Businesses). WE are struggling in an economy that just tells you to grab a shitty ass day job you hate just to make the rent, put food on the table, and survive. Desperate to get hired to do what we all love because we can’t NOT photograph, showing you something new from our eyes. Photographers on our own, without the benefit of a spouse to foot every bill we have because he/she has a high paying tech job and you can go be “creative” on someone else’s dime. The same group of photographers who put ourselves out there every damn day, planning, and most times just crossing our fingers, that today will be different. That this is our year. This year will be the year for photography, that each and every potential customer (visually over stimulated with the amazing advancements in technology) will realize how important photography is in their lives. That today someone will both appreciate what we do, and realize their children are more important than that new hair cut or color. That their wedding will only happen once (ideally), OK twice max (which is such a sad state of affairs in and of itself). But after the day is over, what do you have to look back on? Do you have the moments frozen in time to look back on and cherish and pass down to your future family? Or did you go and get your hair cut, go out to dinner and spend too much just because you could.
Photography is an appreciation of the mundane things around you, the things you look at every day, day in and day out, for DECADES and never see anything special in. Photography allows you to take a step back, breathe, and take in your surroundings like nothing else. The artist who’s dedicated her life to learning this art and perfecting her talent, putting herself out there daily to show you her vision, helps you see magic in the mundane. That way of seeing is innate, the learning is in the technology.
Every business owner has this feeling every morning, I think. Maybe it’s just me. I wake up, and have to fight at either being totally pissed at the world, or crying my head off in frustration and then burying myself back under my covers. Some days that struggle is easier than others, some days it’s harder. But I put one foot in front of the other every damn morning to get up and do yesterday all over again. Market, work on images, photograph my surroundings, market, blog, market, network, market. Did I mention market? Because on a daily basis I’m marketing myself. On a daily basis I’m trying to figure out if i can afford to pay for advertising. Daily so I worry if I can make rent next month. Owning your own business is the hardest damn thing I have ever done, and will ever do.
Thank you, Yan, for telling it like it is. For being awesome and honest, because that’s what photography does too. For embracing the reality and putting it out there. You have more balls than any other photographer I know for doing that.
So many photographers out there blog, and talk like they’re the shit. Like no one else can do what they can. Everyone see’s something differently, but right now? Right this second? There’s a lot of the same going on. That royal “we” gets tossed around left and right in postings. There’s just me. You contact me, Kati, and get me, Kati emailing you. I am literally, the janitor picking up the shit I put out there, adn the CEO making those big executive decisions. I’m up 6am and asleep at 2am, and I’m not a morning person. I shoot daily, because I can’t NOT take photos.
Read this, ingest it, and I hope to hell it strikes a chord in your lives. Now hire her. Hire the photographer whom you fell in love with, who’s work strikes a chord in your soul, who’s vision makes you see something new you’ve been looking every day for decades. I don’t care if they’re 3 towns away or 6 states away. Make a decision to document your life, your family, for the future generations. Don’t wait for it to be too late.
So please Contact Yan, Contact Me, call someone who can capture your family, your day, your special moment for you and.
Call us. You will be so happy you did.
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